It had to be murder.
Not withering away from some flea carried pox, nor tripping down the stairs and snapping a neck. Suicide was equally useless. To secure transfer of her, whatever you wanted to call it -- soul, or spirit, essence or consciousness--took murder. The longer she had to prepare for it, the further the distance over which she could hone her destination. Being able to choose the destination of the next host opened up opportunities for a woman of business.
But one's own murder is a tricky thing to plan and prepare for. That was where people like Siaf came into it. Men and women of dubious morality prepared to provide an appointment for murder, so long as she could accede to their prices. Often they dressed up their unpalatable profession in the robes of faith or dark magics, but it mattered not to Magdalena. All that mattered was the bloody end result.
Regardless of how the murder was committed, it hurt when the transfer was made. Even when prepared for it, as she had been this night, pain was still abundant. There was no bright tunnel of light to lead the way, no drifting through the clouds. Just one moment she was in the head of one host, then she was fighting for dominance in the next.
This next host was certainly spirited, fighting her incursion with an almost animalistic intensity. But Magdalena had been doing this a long time, she knew how to push and probe, how to expand and conquer in a battle that did not take place in the fields and cities of the kingdom, but across the synapse and neurons of the brain.
She awoke with a gasp, accompanied by the same stabbing headache that accompanied her every murder. She looked about, it was still the dark of late night. In the pale moonlight that crept into the room she looked down, naked bosom indicated the transfer had put her within another woman. The sweat across her chest and warmth between her legs told Magdalena that she'd missed out on some recent fun, but also explained the passion that the previous occupant had fought with.
Bare feet padded across cold stone floor as Magdalena hunted for a source of more sufficient light. After raking her shin across a hardwood chest, the pain making quick acquaintance with the thudding in her head, she delved inside, hands quickly searching out the traditional compartment for candle and flint lighter. Even before the candle took Magdalena was building a picture of her next host. No covering on the floor, not even reads, let alone a rug, coupled with the tight confines of the room spoke immediately of servant staff. Pert, but ample, bosom told her the host was relatively young, but not a child. Probably kitchen staff. If attractive, maybe serving staff. She'd need to find a mirror once the candle was lit, see if she had good looks that could be put to use for the business that had led her here.
The candle flickered into life, casting her shadow across the rough stone wall and narrow window that were behind the open chest. A small table scattered with the scant belongings of the host lay to her left. Magdalena was soon rooting among them, spotting a sliver of mirror. It looked like a shard from a larger piece, discarded by someone higher up the castle food chain. But it served a purpose, Magdalena discovering a pretty, if unremarkable, face. Sunken cheeks, dull lank hair and receding gums implied a poor diet, indeed Magdalena was becoming more aware of a lingering hunger in her stomach. The few scraps of stale bread that had rested on the corner of the table were quickly devoured.
Time for her exercises, to determine the range and strength of movement in the new body. Knowing the physical capabilities of the host was vital in determining the options available to her in completing the task. However, before she could even perform a simple back stretch a murmur from within the tangled sheets of the bed interrupted her routine.
"Get up" she instructed, the shrillness of her new voice unpleasant to her ears, an accent of the rural lowlands cementing the picture of unremarkable serving class.
"Uumpf, wh..what" the shape in the covers replied, slowly moving under the threadbare sheets.
"Get up, out of my room" the presence of a woman's clothes in the chest and long hairs in the old brush on the dressing table had confirmed it was her room rather than his.
"I...er, what" the lump under the covers awkwardly resolved into a naked young man by the side of the bed.
Magdalena admired his broad shoulders and well defined biceps. If only the transfer had placed her a few inches to the left and she'd have had a more suitable flesh-vessel for her business. But now was not the time for self pity. "Leave me, lest I call the overseer" she threatened, a calculated gamble her that her servant host resided in the single sex dormitories of the south tower.
It did the trick, her companion started grabbing stray items of clothing that lay dispersed around the small room "Please, Elma, I don't understand"
"What is there to understand? I tire of your brutish snoring" she made up "and much work is to be done in the morn'"
The man child looked close to tears "Forgive me. I slept deep after our union. But please do not speak rash to me"
"I speak how I please. Now get your britches on and get out"
He looked as if he may protest further, lip quivering, but on seeing her hard look he started to pull on his undergarments. While he busied himself dressing, Magdalena searched out a battered looking lamp, lit it's sorry looking wick and hung it from the rusty iron hook that had been screwed into the centre of the ceiling. This improved the light in the room somewhat, showing up the bold colours of the ornate uniform the man was now fastening up.
"You are a king's man?" Magdalena asked, almost hesitantly.
"Do not jest Elma, you know what I do"
"Of course. I meant more as to what duty you would be serving come the morning"
"I guard the crown-prince, for my sins. A boring day awaits" he strapped on his sword belt as he said this, the metal of the weapon's gilded handle glinting in the gentle lamp light.
Magdalena bit her lip so hard her mouth was filed with the salty taste of her host's blood. Had the transfer placed her in his body, her job would have been as simple as simple could be. She could quickly claim her ample reward and be left in a body of enviable strength rather than the bag of bones she currently found herself inhabiting. More self pity, she chided herself. Since when had the simple jobs been enjoyable? She was getting soft in her advancing years. Not that she kept count of them anymore. Given her unusual abilities, age had begun to lose its relevance.
"And what is your duty this day that makes you so desperate for ample sleep?" his question stirred Magdalene from her musings.
"While you baby sit the prince, I will be doing the real work as usual" she answered non-committaly, yet to discover what role she will be playing in this host.
The man smiled, a look that suited his thick-set face better than the moody scowl that had been clamped to it "Desdemona certainly claims her pound of flesh from you girls"
"I doubt I have a pound to give" Magdalena pulled at what little skin she could grab at her midriff.
"You are perfect to me" he said gently, taking a step round the bed towards her. Magdalena took a step back instinctively. He frowned at her move "You deny me a touch goodbye? What is wrong with you Elma?"
"I...er...do not wish for you to become overly familiar" she replied. Ideally she would have told him harsher to be gone, but given his position he may yet be useful to her.
"You play coy to keep my interest? But you know I am devoted to you Elma"
"You are a man, you benefit from being forbidden what you desire once in a while"
He smiled again "Something you have never tried before" a hand came forward towards her chest, which she slapped away
"Well I do now. Be gone...er...good sir" she hadn't actually discovered his name yet.
For a second he looked as if he may try to force his touch upon her. Magdalena braced to practice her defensive arts in an unfamiliar body, far from ideal, but union at this time, so soon after the transfer, risked unseating her control of the host. However, in the event, after a moment's reflection, he turned on his heal and strode to the battered wooden door.
"May I see you again the 'morrow's night?" he asked with a hand on the bulky wrought iron catch of the door.
"My shift is a long one. Visit me again three nights hence" she instructed. Such a time would give her ample opportunity to assess the situation and decide her use of him.
"Be it so" he bowed, then quietly opened the door and slipped out into the dark hallway beyond.
Magdalena slumped down onto the bed, breathing heavily. Having to interact so soon after a transfer was always taxing. Now at least she had a few precious hours before dawn to collect herself and prepare for the day's, and maybe weeks, ahead. There was currently little to go on, but a little was better than nothing. He called me Elma. She at least knew her vessel's name; something so rudimentary was often frustratingly hard to discover without appearing conspicuous. She also had a fair idea of her lowly situation in the castle hierarchy, and her prior companion had given the name of her supervisor, Desdemona. That should all be enough to blend in during the opening period of her business, so long as she tread carefully. While people of her abilities were rare, they were not unknown. Others would be wary of someone acting completely out of character, especially in somewhere of high security such as a castle.
Heated emotions falling into check, Magdalene stood once more. Rooting through the chest she found a simple cotton undergarments, a black shift dress, scratchy woolen stockings the same colour, well worn hide boots and a long white apron. She put on everything except the apron and boots and began her stretches and exercises to better understand Elma's physical abilities.
It was soon apparent that the limitations she feared the slender frame of her host would bring were more than valid. She was relatively supple, but pitifully weak, barely able to lift even a corner of the wooden chest. Her balance was so-so, painfully illustrated by a fall from one of the bed's narrow legs. It was little surprise, therefore, that Magdalena's ample knowledge of the fighting arts translated into little more than limp swats of Elma's limbs. She sat back down, contemplating. This was obviously to be a piece of business that was not to be completed by force alone. Or at all, for that matter.
The dawn rays that started to claw their way into the small sleeping quarters found Magdalena still sat down mulling over her approach. Her host body felt tired, lethargic, but her own thoughts were racing with ideas. These ideas thudded to a halt in line with the thudding knock at the door. Startled, Magdalena jumped to her feet. Could it be Elma's lover back to try and have his way? Although surely he would be on duty by now. Perhaps then, it was the guards come to arrest her, self conscious of the incursion as she was. But the rational part of her mind insisted that it was too soon for that. The guards would be after her in good time, but not yet.
"Elma, wake up" the female voice at the door sounded plaintive, but also with a tinge of excitement. But however the voice sounded, it certainly wasn't threatening. Magdalena walked over to the door and unlatched it. Upon opening it a crack she looked down upon a squat woman of middling years. Sharp blue eyes peered up at her expectantly, "Let me in" the woman urged. Magdalena complied, pulling open the door. Her visitor almost tumbled in with eagerness. Before Magdalena had even managed to close the door after her, the woman had demanded "Well, how did it go? Was he all you expected? Or more of a tiddler?" she held a little finger up in the air to emphasize this latter question, cackling a shrill laugh.
"I, er..." Magdalena began, but didn't get far.
"And how comes you are dressed already? Normally I have to drag you from your slumber" the woman frowned, then broke into a smile laced with dark mirth "Don't tell me..." she lent in to Magdalena, whispering conspiratorially "...you never went to sleep in the first place?" and with this question she exploded into a raucous guffaw.
"It was certainly an interesting night" Magdalena admitted, truthfully.
"I bet. Although I refuse to believe a man as pretty as Giles can also be as blessed with his manhood" the little finger was again waggling in the air.
"Giles..." Magdalena rolled the name around in her mouth, another piece of information to file away "...was perhaps disappointing in some ways. But I am sure he will have his subsequent uses"
"Subsequent?" the squat woman also rolled the word around "Ere, how comes you're talking all posh now? You gettin' airs n' graces just cos you're boffing a kings guard?!" another guffaw, this time accompanied by a playful slap at Elma's shoulder. Inside Elma's head, Magdalena chided herself. Normally she would blend in smoother than the ice in her gin, but here she was floundering. Using her own language in the body of a girl who would likely never have seen the inside of a book, let alone a classroom. She needed to up her game, despite the stakes on this particular game being higher than she'd ever faced before.
"We gonna get to work or what then?" Magdalena attempted a slur on her words that would fit better with the accent of Elma.
"Just look at Lady Over-Keen" the woman replied, eyeing Magdalena suspiciously, who in turn cowered a little. She was certainly forming more and more of an idea of what sort of person Elma was, but she couldn't afford many more mistakes in completing that picture.
"I meant so that we could have a brew" Magdalena ventured.
"More like it. The woman grabbed hold of Elma's arm "Lead the way" she commanded
Bugger thought Magdalena as the maze of the unknown castle corridors stretched out in front of her.